BROKEN RESOLVES.

Its so easy to break resolutions really.

I was so frustrated today.

I started FB-ing again.

I mean, updated my status and then made to comments on it.

And I commented on his album,

Cause I thought that I really should.

I mean, there was so much talk about me.

Then of course, I was all flustered.

And I deleted my comments.

And then deleted my recent activity,

Following her footsteps.

I was scared it might infuriate him.

Never know what does it nowadays.

I feel scared.

I think I'm gonna do that a LOT from now on.

Hiding?

No. Just not putting it his face.

WE'RE CONNECTED.

Never knew I'd connect so well with her.

Always thought we'd be rivals.

Truth be said, we're so insanely similar.

Identical, indeed.

I poured my heart out to her.

She's a good listener.

Patient and unbiased.

I misjudged her.

She's a delight.

She's my bundle of joy.

She's very nice.

Yes she is,

And right now,

She has all the complaints,

I've ever had.

I was glad I could share with somebody.

Would it be too much to say that,

I love her?

EDUCATING MOM.

Had this really long discussion with Ma.

On how this generation is so much more advanced.

How we have sex on our minds all the time.

I could make out that she's scared for me.

And really, she should be.

Anyway,

I think the talking did her real good.

I mean, I guess its important to have these mother daughter talks, since I have the good fortune of having such a liberal mother. So I told her all the reasons, and though she wasn't very convinced, I think she feels a little more relieved, cause we agree about a lot of norms.

Im happy I gave her a little lecture.

I HATE ME.

I dont feel like blogging.

Is that bad?

I mean, Im not bored.

I dont feel like it.

Its too much to write.

Dont blame me if I have really small posts from now on.

I know you hate me.

Believe me, I hate myself more.

MUSIC FREAKS.

We are SUCH music freaks.

I mean, who else would actually do what we do?

Its funny.

And very nice too.

I mean, to have such a niche taste in music,

And still find someone to complement it perfectly,

Is definitely WOW.

I owe a lot of tracks that I've been obsessed with,

To a lot of people.

But to him, I owe develpoing certain tastes.

Getting over my inhibitions about certain genres.

Its wonderful, really.

Yesterday we actually took the pain of attaching files.

And sending them to each other.

It takes a lot of time.

But its worth it.

Of discovering something new.

Yesterday, I really was INTO the whole bengali music groove.

Its very good.

Wonder why people underestimate them.

Anyway,

We are music freaks.

Period.

MY WITTLE WOGGY.

I've always wanted a pet.

I have.

Dad always thought I was too irresponsible to have one.

Aunty has a dog.

Today we got him home.

I already feel attached to it.

It likes me a lot, I think.

I mean, in the cab, it was next to me the entire while.

With its warm body next to mine.

It was leaning on me.

I think it felt secure that way.

At home, he wasnt really home,

Cause the place is new for him.

But he didnt bark or anything.

He was happy.

And he didnt eat anything.

But he slept.

He cuddled with dad.

In the last few years, baba's hardened up so much.

He never even hugs me tight,

But he lets him cuddle with him.

Its funny when they cuddle.

But they look cute.

He even gave him left overs from his plate.

He didnt shout at any of us.

He was rather happy.

It was really nice.

And he slept on the carpet next to my bed.

Its really nice touching his soft coat.

And have him lick my hands.

Its really nice when he looks at me like that.

He's adorable.

Dogs REALLY have therapeutic effects,

On us.

I love my pet.

HAIRY OBSESSION.

My hair.

My oh-so-wonderful hair.

God, today I wanted a hair cut.

It has these split ends,

So I wanted to do away with those.

Anyway, so I did.

Got a hair cut.

She cut it in steps.

I asked her to keep the front long.

I always wanted bangs,

But they dont quite suit my face.

So none of that.

But I like this too.

It falls in layers.

Like a fountain, I think.

Its pweety.

Very.

God, Im obsessed with my hair.

JUST!