BLUESY.

Sometimes I just feel bad without reason.

Like today.

My boyfriend texts me.

And Im supposed to be all excited about it.

But instead I get all bluesy.

My eyes are teary.

I look like a wreck.

Top it off I hear this really moving story.

About a girl who drinks acid and tries to kill herself.

Fuck.

That was outright scary!

I mean.. that could have been me.. Just saying.

Anyway, in the end..

I came back home.

Looking out the window.

With the wind in my face.

I feel like a dog at times.

When I put my head out of the window like that.

Its weird.

But you've gotta try it.

And then I got home and changed.

And not to mention I was this complete groucha.

And then I switched on the music and,

Sat on the PC and put my leg on the table.

Only after I heard his voice,

Did I feel a wee bit better.

I wonder why?

Is this love, then?